century old blog

its been a while since my last entry.. so many things happened.. most of them bad... i chose to be "autistic" on what's been happening to me... it still makes me cry like hell everytime i think about it... those were the times when i knew i can lean on my very best friends in the world.. the people who "help now and ask later".. i love them all.. i just hope i can show them how much i appreciated all their help these past months...