rain

I had a peculiar good morning despite the heavy rains and thunderstorms this morning when I woke up. But now at 9:32PM, PST, my spirit is all damp and flushed down to the toilet. Even the rain is getting into my nerves. I have no appetite even if my stomach is violently kicking my nerves to send endless signal to my brain to let me know I should eat. All I feel is pain in the stomach, nothing else. I felt good this morning, now I felt like a big pan has been banged onto my head. I feel gloomy.. just like the weather.